Curl 1 - Thanks Anxiety!

      Early in the morning around 2am (6/18) I was having a Mini breakdown in my brain like a cloudy anxiety attack because of social media- reading, hearing, feeling the opinions presented by friends and acquaintances. I saw how ignorant people can be on many topics. I can see how it was getting to me and all God said in that moment was "this world is so broken". It's covered in sin but that His grace is sufficient to sustain even us ignorant believers from perishing... He forgives us constantly for we know not what we do. He lets us duke it out like kids. His breath is Glory and life... He ain't here to explain what He already said. HE SAID WHAT HE SAID AND HE MEANT IT. Point Blank Period.  And all of His creation can try and justify all they want. He's the only justification. He is the way. The truth. And the Life. No man can come to the Father, explain the Father, explain His ways, know the All in All but through Christ. 

    As His child. I need to sit down and simply take the posture of - I know nothing. I am His vessel. He pours me out. He Fills me up and uses me again to bring healing to the ones He has called.

    Are you one of His called in this broken world? I'm here for you. I see you. You are ok. 

                                                       - Stacy H

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